"There's such a lot of different Annes in me. I sometimes think that is why I'm such a troublesome person. If I was just the one Anne it would be ever so much more comfortable, but then it wouldn't be half so interesting."

Sunday, June 24, 2007

winter magick

yesterday, Joe took me to the Winter Magick festival - to get me out of myself. It was good. It was good to be among people, to be walking and looking. Living. I did have fun. Lots of gorgeous faery things and greenmen and oh, just magickal things. I found my self seeing something that I knew Daisy would love and thinking i could buy it for her, then had to catch myself - saddened to realize that she was here no longer on this earth plane.... there were little pixies dressed in green, dragonflies she would have loved to hang around her much loved cottage - there was even a little sprite named Daisy... I bought myself two gargoyles to sit on my steps to frighten those evil spirits away (that is the theory, anyhow). And as I walked around, I felt halfway normal. I talked to a man who is going to try to make me a hare for my garden and I looked for a gazing ball.
We then went for a walk and I felt myself grieving again. I remembered the time when I was telling her about how I felt when I walked in Katoomba, how it was an amazing feeling in my soul and her wise words:- that she believed it was a power spot for me...to walk there, when I felt the need for energy .. it may be time to take a long walk.
it was beginning to get cold by now, so we ducked into a little coffee shop for a lovely warm drink... and then off home. As we travelled back down the mountain - a car passed by and I glanced at the number plate :~
DAI - SEY
. . . a sign, perhaps? or should I say, another sign... there have been many this past week.



13 comments:

Sheila said...

There will always be signs, often when you most need them..xx
I'm glad you had a day out, it sounds like a fun thing. I don't think we have anything like it here. I will keep my eyes open and see, there are often 'fayres' etc in the summer..
hugs
xx

Autumn said...

I'm glad you had a nice day out. Perhaps the liccense plate was Daisy way of letting you know that life goes on and you need to move forward with it and enjoy things.
Hugs

Julie Marie said...

Robyn,

How wonderful that you could go to a Winter Magick festival. There is nothing - I MEAN, NOTHING, like this here in Bismarck.

I think I might have received a little sign from Daisy today. I am too tired and must go to bed right now but read my post tomorrow if you have time. I am probably just being silly, but WHO KNOWS???

Rowan said...

I'm so glad to read that you've had a nice day out and a Winter Magick Fair was the ideal place for you to go - I wish I could have been there too. The number plate I'm sure was a sign that Daisy approves of what you had been doing - she would want you to remember her with joy and to go on making the most of life as she always did herself.

kim said...

I'm glad you got out and about. I think that was definately a sign. Hope all is well. Miss you.
XO

Blue the Spa Girl said...

Good for you going out and having a bit of a head-clearing. Dai-sey sent you a hello on that license plate.
Thinking of you, Blue xo

Peggy said...

Daisy is letting you know she is there for you. You can still talk to her and she will be there to listen and sometimes send you little signs to let you know.

Gemma said...

Robyn...that's so cool that you saw Daisy on the liscense plate.
I agree with Peggy. She is still here and is letting you know that!

amelia said...

You will see Daisy in everything you do now....

A bird in the hand said...

I believe in signs. It's *their* way of telling you they are still there and they love you and want you to live life fully. xoxo

Sacred Suzie said...

Absolutely! Those are classic signs, the fairy, the licence plate...she's trying to tell you she's OK and wants you to be OK too Robyn. As I do.

kansasrose said...

OH yes...signs are so powerful. She's with you. xxxooo

Carol said...

She's sending you signs to console you, I'm sure! Carol xox